Elysian Fields

Let us go, you and I, when the evening is spread out agianst the sky. Oh, do not ask "what is it?" Let us go and make our visit...

Saturday, January 31, 2004

In the era of laptops and desktops, the ancient art of handwriting has inevitably gone out of style. It seems like somewhere down the line my dad, on rare occasions, saw my handwriting and decided that I have a need to refine my craft. And so he goes to Taiwan on a business trip and lo and behold he comes back with a bag of carefully wrapped treasures for me. “PRESENTS!” I exclaimed. Wide eyed and full of excitement I eagerly opened the bag to find three booklets, the first in big bold letters titled: “I KNOW ABC!! The Hello Kitty English game series volume 11”. Shocked and amazed I proceeded to find the 2nd and 3rd books titled: “ENGLISH 2! English alphabet practice book”. Alas, my father has purchased for me, a 23 year old law student, 3 volumes of children’s guide on how to write the alphabet. He looked at me and said, “I think you should take 30 minutes out of each day to practice your handwriting”. *sigh* “Gee, than-thanks dad” was all I could muster, I simply could not find anything else to say…

Thursday, January 29, 2004

White Bread II: the saga continues...

EGG SALAD!!!! I have discovered egg salad on white bread, yummmmm. I learned this recipe from a friend and it’s soooo good. I am so proud of myself, I think I should start my own little recipe book. I am now very glad that I bought the bread and the carrots and the broccoli =)

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

I am so excited! In high school I remembered reading this poem by Frost from which derived my favorite lines in literature, and from which I hope to live by:

My object in living is to unite
My avocation and my vocation
As my two eyes make one in sight.

I’ve always loved those lines, and the poem, but for the longest time I couldn’t remember the title of the poem. I e-mailed allexperts.com (it’s an awesome service! Thanks K!) and Ted Nesbitt found the answer for me! The poem is titled “Two Tramps In Mudtime”, and it’s probably my favorite Frost poem. And after reading it again, I’ve gained a new appreciation for Frost, I think I just might pick up a Frost book this weekend. Here’s the poem in its entirety:

Two Tramps In Mudtime

by Robert Frost

Out of the mud two strangers came
And caught me splitting wood in the yard,
And one of them put me off my aim
By hailing cheerily "Hit them hard!"
I knew pretty well why he had dropped behind
And let the other go on a way.
I knew pretty well what he had in mind:
He wanted to take my job for pay.

Good blocks of oak it was I split,
As large around as the chopping block;
And every piece I squarely hit
Fell splinterless as a cloven rock.
The blows that a life of self-control
Spares to strike for the common good,
That day, giving a loose my soul,
I spent on the unimportant wood.

The sun was warm but the wind was chill.
You know how it is with an April day
When the sun is out and the wind is still,
You're one month on in the middle of May.
But if you so much as dare to speak,
A cloud comes over the sunlit arch,
A wind comes off a frozen peak,
And you're two months back in the middle of March.

A bluebird comes tenderly up to alight
And turns to the wind to unruffle a plume,
His song so pitched as not to excite
A single flower as yet to bloom.
It is snowing a flake; and he half knew
Winter was only playing possum.
Except in color he isn't blue,
But he wouldn't advise a thing to blossom.

The water for which we may have to look
In summertime with a witching wand,
In every wheelrut's now a brook,
In every print of a hoof a pond.
Be glad of water, but don't forget
The lurking frost in the earth beneath
That will steal forth after the sun is set
And show on the water its crystal teeth.

The time when most I loved my task
The two must make me love it more
By coming with what they came to ask.
You'd think I never had felt before
The weight of an ax-head poised aloft,
The grip of earth on outspread feet,
The life of muscles rocking soft
And smooth and moist in vernal heat.

Out of the wood two hulking tramps
(From sleeping God knows where last night,
But not long since in the lumber camps).
They thought all chopping was theirs of right.
Men of the woods and lumberjacks,
The judged me by their appropriate tool.
Except as a fellow handled an ax
They had no way of knowing a fool.

Nothing on either side was said.
They knew they had but to stay their stay
And all their logic would fill my head:
As that I had no right to play
With what was another man's work for gain.
My right might be love but theirs was need.
And where the two exist in twain
Theirs was the better right--agreed.

But yield who will to their separation,
My object in living is to unite
My avocation and my vocation
As my two eyes make one in sight.
Only where love and need are one,
And the work is play for mortal stakes,
Is the deed ever really done
For Heaven and the future's sakes.

Sunday, January 25, 2004

In light of the Beniffer break-up, I have been inspired to write a list of celebrities I simply cannot stand:

1. Jennifer Lopez: pssst JLo, news flash… YOU CAN’T SING!!!

2. Britney Spears: rubbing yourself everywhere in the midst of an orgy of men setting feminism back 50 years singing “I’m a slave for you” is a mockery.

3. Josh Harnett: for no other reasons really, he just has that inexplicable “ick factor”. Whenever I see his face I always see the invisible words “punch me” written on his forehead…

4. Paris Hilton: why does she always have that plastered look on her face? She should take a stroll on the heights of Mount Helicon and look at her own reflection in the spring, she just might turn into one of those flowers she loves to put on her head so much.

Disclaimer: this list does not employ the reasonableness-standard-objective list (although it should be), it is purely subjective that’s not meant to offend, insult, or affront anyone. And if you think I sound harsh, bitter, and disgruntled, that’s only because I just got back my grades for the first semester, cheers!

Thursday, January 22, 2004

White Bread, Part I

I found use for the loaf of bread today!!! I had peanut butter, I had jelly, voila! Good ol' peanut butter and jelly sandwhich on white bread. I'm a GENIUS!

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

there's nothing in my frig, there is no food. Went to Ralphs to browse today, Hoping to buy enough groceries to prepare myself breakfast, lunch, and dinner (considering how much money I have in the bank, I really shouldn’t eat out very often). I walked briskly past aisle after aisle and my brisk strides was reduced to languid pace… tuna…tuna…TUNA SALAD…wait…do I know how to make that? Is it JUST tuna and mayo? It can’t be. And so the same conversation goes for every aisle that I went to, from the simple tuna salad to the complex raw meat and fish, I realized that I can’t make anything… I simply do not know how to cook. And so the story goes, 35 minutes later I left the store with a bag of organic carrots, a bag of broccoli, and a loaf of white bread… I got home staring at these items thinking: what is this? What can I make out of these? Consolation prize perhaps, I dunno, I’ll figure something out, maybe a carrot broccoli salad on white bread! Anyone?

Monday, January 19, 2004

sickeness update

OH, not to mention the nasaly voice you get when you're sick! And people can't really understand you, it's AWFUL! how can you understand someone saying, "hin, how nar nu"? =(
I'm sick! =( I've been sick =*( it's sooooo uncomfortable, and it's impossible to read the 200 pages of readings that's required of me! *sigh* I hate being sick, your nose gets all stuffy and your head hurts and your ears, oh your ears gets all ringggggy and you're all groggy from the 10 different kinds of cold medicines you're taking and your body aches and it's just NOT FUN! *pout*. ok, now that i'm done complaining, I have to somehow muster enough strength to do civ pro, wish me luck!

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Alas, vacation is over. over Over OVER. It is the second day of classes and I am more than 70 pages behind on reading. Maybe this is what we get for resting and being happy while vacationing, this is the specter of the school of law saying: "you've been too happy lately, here's what you get, threefold! HA!" aye, there's something rotten in the state of san diego, cruelty, thy name is law school!